If

IF..

..only exams weren't next week.
..only exams were already over
..only I could sit and actually study
..only I finished my moral folio earlier
..only I didn't waste my time in front of the telly earlier
..only I had something to eat for lunch earlier
..only I had the sense to study now instead of If-ing here.

Panic state, I am in.
Must study.

Must study.
Must study.
but still not studying :(


Okay, this will be my last post till the 4th of November.
If you see a post before that,
means I stopped trying

But I won't!
cause in the words of Destiny's Child
I'm a survivor! :D

This Is How We Do

Tons of thank you's to everyone who wished me
10-10-1993
16 years now
(:

Spent my afternoon with Ad
thanks darl (:

then went to celebrate my grandmother's birthday
(on the chinese calender, her birthday clashes with mine)



came back about 8, I think?
came in the house
mum said wanted to walk to the dog
so i wanted to get out of my jeans
& wear some shorts
so I went to my room, singing to myself


''SURPRISE!!!''

From my room,
12 voices shocked me to near death

I was stunned & speechless
screamed then teared
hahahah

Nicole
Wai Leong
Jiek Hui
Audrey
Jue

Man-Yi
Darren
Theresa

Timothy
Jasond
Jovi
Shaun


I love them people, oh yes i do (:
Not to mention my beloved family who had a part in it too (:

Uh oh & Stephanie !

So anyway,
in between 100+ satays, 4 large pizzas and bags of chips,
we watched a movie

YEAR ONE! :D

Not much of a storyline
But damn funny
♥ Jack Black




Nicole & Jiek
We totally make the 3 musketeers ;D

♥ They who colour my life,
with colours no one else would colour (:

So yahpp (:
Aights, gona go (make and force myself) study now. or at least complete some work.
Biology. Chemistry. Physics. History. Add Math.
*slap slap*

Grown up
She just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene

' boys like girls.

Feel Good Inc.

Just for fun, updating about Redang
& yess, Redang is beautiful

Oh & I got to scuba dive :D
went with my brother
I went twice cause after my first round,
the guy said I had extra oxygen.
so he let me follow the second batch of divers
My brother couldn't tag along cause he used up his oxygen
They say that happens with someone's nervous
But i think cause he has asthma?

Anyway,

Then then then!
(I was and still is idioticly excited)
After that, Gary (the guy who runs the diving sector)
said i learned pretty fast
and i could understand the buoyancy or some sort

then let one of the abangs take me alone diving at another route,
around the challet
for FREE! :D

I got to touch a swimming turle!
Though i was scared he would turn and snap at me or something
Saw a moray eel too
and a foot long puffer fish
& I found out clown-fishes don't really like me
we were looking at the clownfishes,

then the abang put his hand near them
& instead of him, i got pecked in the forehead
....?

Anywayy,
Redang's beautiful

but, it was much better the last time i went there
not so much dead corals on the seashore
& more beautiful corals
& more variety of fishes

I wanna b-tchslap those m-therf-cking smokers,
throwing their ciggerate butts on the sand

Anyway, here are the picturess
(I counted, i said 'anyway' thrice)

I didn't wake up early enough to catch the sunrise

Love forever, love is free
Let's turn forever, you & me

' Gorillaz