Friday, December 23, 2011

Breakeven.


Conscience speaking here,



You. Need. To. Stop. Wasting your time.


Can't seem go through a day without touching
- facebook
- blogs
- youtube



See you on the other side (:


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Note : I succeeded ! 

Monday, December 19, 2011

Say


I wonder sometimes about the outcomes of a still verdictless life.

Am I living it right?

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Fly Me to the Moon


I want to go to the moon. and stay there.

I want to go with only selective memory.
I want to forget any and all tears and fears.
I want to be oblivious of all the ugly things, of any scary reality.
I want to go there and lie there and look at the stars.
I want to be able to erase all scars.
I want to talk about nonsensical things, about things that don't matter.
I want to talk about things that are impossible ; such as eternal life, everlasting love, world peace.
I want to think that there's a guarantee that everything just gets better.

I want to go to the moon, and stay there.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Faster Ride


 Gyeeeeahh.
Slept at 3, woke up at 7 and couldn't go back to sleep.
So here I am again once again, oh-so-loyal blogspot.



I'm currently well into the first week of my term break.

Have I been productive in any way?

No.

Though, I did spend the weekend helping my grandmother make kuihkapek(chinese new year biscuits), where all I had to do was fold it. Even that I couldn't do properly cause apparently I wasn't making it puffy enough. :(

and I creepily drew potraits of my friends. I don't do art. So the portraits turned out.. funny. & it's sad. cause I didn't mean for it to be funny.
Extended my stay in Penang for a week, currently renting a room with Rowena. Nicole came up to visit too :D Gonna bring her around though I myself still don't really know the area well. Oh well. (:
Heading back home this weekend.



So how was my first term in Penang?
We-eh-ell. Tons of ups and downs.
But I don't wanna dive into my not-so-happy emotions in the morning. So i'mma just bring up the school highlights here. Let's seeee.



Year 12 Jerajak trip.
Somehow got a pretty vague memory of this trip.
Things that I actually remember from this would be
  •  the games that a few us played in my room at night
  • all the weird quizzes throughout the trip like if six is 3, three is 5, five is 4, and 4 is cosmic, what is eight?
  • the treasure hunt on the last day
  • random activities in the hall like building our team mascot and roleplaying and learning how to count 1 to 10 in japanese (which I proudly still remember. Though not like it's gonna come in handy in any way for me.)

Disco.
Though it was supposed to be catered for the kids of younger years.
OH WELL (:
still had a good time with the people in the picture, dancing like fools. ;)
Heh. I love this picture with Morgan & Bryce. Gangstuhh



Survival camp at Pulau Songsong.
That's how we spent 11-11-11 at 11pm. As you can see, we weren't very creative with the moment. Can't blame us, we panicked with the time pressure.
Weather controller decided to throw a storm our way, rained THROUGHOUT the whole night with lightning and thunder.
Hardly caught any sleep, and when I did, wasn't comfortable at all with the canvas flooded and everything else damp, if not wet.
Must say though, was the best worst experience ever. Never enjoyed a suffering so much, mostly because I was in really good company.
I'd definitely do it all over again (:


Penang HAT 2011. Frisbee competition.
Still can't believe we were named the Sparkling Grapes LOL.
Been really out of practice. There were some really good players in my team. I felt so rusted, playing alongside them.
We lost. ahaa. Had fun though.
Started not knowing anyone from my team, but got to know them more with each game.
Awesome people (:

From this, I earned myself the most painful blister I've ever gotten, which lasted me 2 painful weeks(gave me an excuse to wear sandals to school though. Wee).
Also, was already tanned from school's football practice.
But this 2 day event got me REALLY tanned.
Couldn't pass a single relative in my hometown without having them comment about the current shade of my skin.
This customer at my uncle's restaurant actually asked whether I was Philipino.
Think I'll go learn how to speak Tagalog <3
Sports Day.
School house wonn! :D By a small margin though.
Ran 1500, 800 and 100m relay, of which I got second, second and first respectively.
Some really really impressive runners in Uplands.
Oh what fun, running with the blister (:

In between my events, spent my time taking pictures.
Have yet to upload them to the school's student folder. Guess I'll do that when the next semester starts next year.
Prom.
Got me doing the most last minute shopping I've ever done. But managed it. Like a boss ;D
Not being used to make up, got so annoyed at the fake eyelashes. Would've ripped them off but Siew wouldn't let me. Don't understand how other girls put up with it. Maybe someday I will *looks off dramatically*
Was nervous as hell when I got up to perform with Zac. THANK GOD for my aweshum supportive friends who made noise, making me feel less tensed. Lalalalove 'em!
Besides my wrecked nerves, really enjoyed myself throughout the night, big thanks to my  housemates, Morgie and Louis (:
Stayed over at Morgan's after. <3

Senior Debate.
I like how it looks like I've got my pen stuck up my nose ._.
Topic was, if i remember correctly, the growing gap between the rich and poor is the fault of world's financial institutions
My team consisted of Siew, David and Steph. With them being really good speakers(not to mention they're SUPAAH SMART, being Axiata scholars), got me a lil worried, thinking I might let them down.
Our team lost though. We generously contributed to that ourselves too, cause all of us went overtime. and that's a -3 x 4 = -12
I somehow got awarded best speaker, which was the last thing I expected, seeing how I'm a lost soul in the world of Econs and that my script wasn't scripted until that morning itself.
The head judge told me, ''I'd never get into an argument with you, cause you'd win'', which made me laugh, cause I don't see myself that way.
Though I probably don't deserve the award, still appreciate it though (:



All that aside, had alot to do in between, like TONS OF WORK and subject tests to study for.
I really need to work on my procrastination, gotta be more initiative too.
Did last minute studying for all my tests. Sigh, need to change that if I wanna survive IB cause I know it only gets harder from here.

Keep telling myself that, but have yet to put any actions into my conscience.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Chasing Cars

One week break's over. That was fast :/

Now back in boarding. Had intentions to blog before this but the boarding wifi blocks out blogspot. Eeeh, geram. Currently using roommate's broadband, suddenly felt like blogging.

So from where I last left off 2 posts ago ; 

Now I'm pretty settled in in my school and in boarding. Getting the hang of things.

And I did end up changing my elective subject from Film Studies to Chemistry. I've got alot to do, academically. Back in high school, my forte was English & Math. But now I'm struggling in both. For Math, I have myself to blame, lacking in practice. However, going through English, it really made me think that the standard of English in the public education system should really be raised. It's ridiculous really, the current standard right now. It's almost embarrassing. I've got so much to catch up on, from the Literature side of English.

I'm managing Econs pretty alright, I would like to think. German is tough, but I'm surviving, barely, but still keeping my head above the water. Chemistry is ahaaaaa, alright so far, I love my Chem teacher, Mr. Newton ''Don't fear, Newton's here'' HEH :) Bio is pretty alright too.

But I know everything just gets tougher from here. So high time I buck up and cut up the slack.

Putting all the academical things aside, I'm so glad that I've got sports.
Finally proper constant exercise after my 8 month laze :)
I've got netball & football.
Ahaa, football. Only past ''experience'' I've had is one futsal game back in 07 and having my brother kick the ball at me when he gets the chance. But I'm getting to know the game, not an easy game, but pretty fun. though tiring.

I've got tons of pictures of all the ''in betweens'' that happened in the period that I've been here. I'll try to find time for that.
But for noww, gotta go do my Chem and Econs for tomorrow.

Just longing for the weekend to come.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

heregoesnothing.

kasmddudhfakxmcasld,alfvjnaiwjdsx.

Gyeah. I tried typing how I feel like and that's all I could come up with.

My emotions are a mess right now, even the worst of pms hormones won't be able to top this.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Written in the Stars


So there goes my first week here in Penang.
Can't believe it's already gonna be Monday tomorrow. Nyehh :/

Anyway, introducing

Rowena! My roommate.
Eheh :D


L > R ; Caryne, Stephanie & Siew Sanz
My housemates.
:)

First week went by alright.
I thought I'd be more homesick than this, but I think I'm holding up pretty fine. So far, at least. Probably because my housemates are really nice.
My subjects for IB are English SL, German(ab initio), Mathematics HL, Biology HL, Economics SL & Film Studies HL
But am thinking of changing Film Studies to Chemistry. Though I'd much prefer Film studies cause it's REALLY interesting and I've never been a fan of Chemistry, but I guess Chemistry would be more of use. Sigh :/


As you can see, I've already messed up my bed.

I do miss home though.
My family.
My friends.
Ad.
My dogs.

I'm still trying to get used to the international community.
and trying to get used to studying from 8 am till 3.20pm. It's a huge transition, from lazing for 8 months.
Besides that, guess I'm doing alright, starting to get the hang of it.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

A New Day Has Come

Okay so I kinda abandoned my blog a lil :/

But I've been BUSY. Well not entirely. 



Spent the most of August in China, where blogspot is banned. So is Facebook. Not to mention YOUTUBE too. All I could do online for 3 weeks was to google stuff. Nyeh. Was fun though, the trip. Went to a few cool places, like Xian where the Terracotta warriors are, and the Shaolin Temple - huayaaa!



So after bumming around for EIGHT months, I'm finally gonna be starting school. Will be doing the IB(International Baccalaureate) Programme in Uplands International School in Penang. I'm EXCITED. and NERVOUS. and a lil SAD to leave home and everyone.Can't believe I'm the new girl again. Starting from scratch without a friend.


Well, we'll see how this chapter of my life unravels.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Ticket to Ride


Stevie Wonder's music makes me happy.

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Aights, am back from Mt. Kinabalu.

I had no idea what to expect, as I was joining the group alone, not knowing anyone.
But WHOA, what an amazing experience. The charity, the people, the hike.

& yes, I did manage to raise the RM 2K for Shelter Home. Though my mum got most of it, as her circle of friends are definitely are in more of a position to help with that.
I ♥ my mum
& many many thanks to those who donated.


first group picture ; arriving at Kota Kinabalu airport.

Having lunch on the first day. For some reason, most of them found it hard to believe I'm only 18.
Fei, Siew Hie, gua, Priya, Ai Lee & Jasmine.

Had the coldest shower of my life. Brh.

Had ample of time to kill on the first day, so we all explored the place a little.
Took a brief walk and settled at a small coffee shop; relaxing, chatting, getting to know each other.
Ai Lee! :)
I was mostly with her.
She's 31, don't look like it, eh?
Went back to the hostel to change my socks, but stupidly forgot to get the key from my roommates.
Locked out with damped socks :/
So I joined Cameron & George who were taking a stroll down from where we stayed.
Cameron and George. We were talking about Asian poses ;)

with Aon group from Singapore ; Vinod, KC, Cameron & George ;)
They flew in just to join the charity climb.
The whole gang ; before starting our hike.
I got this stupid flu - -
Sniffing all the way.
My group + Albis, our guide


There were squirrels EHVEHREEWHERE.

I'm a little vain like that


Albis clearly getting bored of waiting up for me :)
Finally got to Laban Rata, where we stayed on the second night.

CAME SAW CONQUERED.
At the peak ;)
AHAA. I know it was suppose to be a beautiful moment and all, but my flu was not helping at all.
 Wheeeh~

I was freezing my ass off, barely up there for 5 minutes.


Fei's jump shot. 

Breathtaking, ain't it



Ngeh. In Dom's jumper. I slipped on a rock and made it wet at the back. ahhaa woops.
Check out my loyalty to SMK USJ 8's trackpants.


ALBIS ! He calls me bahaya, cause I started tripping over anything on the path, being completely stubborn on the alternative paths.
Chilling and chatting on the last night. Cameron, Nivod, Dom. & Fei at the corner, ahaa.
Last group picture ;)
Alex, our tour guide.

Ahahaa, karaoke session in the bus. Siew Hie dancing to Nivod singing Kucha kucha hotta hai.
Dominic J. Blendell (:
random kids near a market in Kota Kinabalu.

Sisterly love.

the kid behind was singing, using the car antena as a mic. My mum would've never let me do that when I was younger. :(

If I get the chance, I'll definitely go up again, and hopefully get the sunrise at the peak next time.
I feel like I must try via ferrata too.

So anyway, I had such a fantastic time, got to meet so many wonderful people.

Apparently Shelter Home organizes the charity climb every year, so look out for 2012's. ;)