The Situation

I need to stop this sinking ship.

Start

Another snowstorm today. 

Nice.

Nasty.

(though actually she's really nice)

Very nice. Professor Schneider (my German prof) provided us with German breakfast on Monday.

Oh man I love this class (though I overslept this morning and missed it)

Feel Again

Finally, I had a really good week (:

General Chem, German, Squash, Film and Psychology - I'm really enjoying all my classes so far this semester.

Also, here's a snippet of a conversation between my friends over dinner that I'll slip in here so it's eternalised.

''Let me finish my story!''

''Is it a sex story?''

''..no''

''then you don't get to finish it''

To end this on a good vibe, here's my current feel good song.

Heyyy we're gonna have a good day.

Let It Snow

Heaviest snowfall so far. See how buried that bench is?

I'm still deciding how I feel about snow.

Was talking to my classmate, Ben, this morning about it. I think his optimism about this whole ''snow is great'' is rubbing off me a little. Just a tiny wee bit though. Cause my first instinct when I see that it's start snowing is to hiss at the clouds and curse at the world a little.

It's not even 10am and I'm already thinking ''well, that's a wrap! Let's go to bed''

Woke up at 7am to have breakfast (having breakfast by myself before my 8am German class has become one of my favourite things, I don't understand why cause I used to hate being alone. But I think some alone time early in the morning is rather refreshing.)

But I also lost my V-card this morning. I bet it's buried in the snow somewhere, never to be seen until I get a new card and don't need it anymore. That, is my luck.

Went to German class all prepared for our quiz.

But instead spent the first 20 minutes with the rest of the class trying to get our professor's car un-stuck. That was actually pretty fun. Somewhat a bonding experience, especially for me, cause I'm the only new kid in this class. 

And then the professor drove home.

And Chem class is also cancelled. 

WOOOOO.

Yeah, I'm not leaving my room for the rest of the day.

Until rugby practice I guess. Mehh.

On a side note, DJ Earworm's United State of Pop 2013 is out ! :D
Well it's been out for a while now.. but I only just found out.

Dawn

Hello, February.

Sorry to be blunt.

I know you just got here but I kinda already want you to go.

But maybe you can stay awhile. 28 days doesn't sound that bad.

Just, be nice to me.

Please?

Ring a Ling

Mmm yes, look at me, blogging two days in a row. Overachiever.

I'm a big fan of lists cause it keeps my thoughts organized. So here's a list of things that are ''new'' with me ever since coming here to Vassar.

i) I play rugby now. Contact rugby, that is, not touch rugby.

I wish I had action shots. but NOHP. All I have is a selfie.  Jue Wern was right.. my cheekbones do look like boobs.

Yeah, it's not exactly the gentlest sport out there.

We're currently off season and cause of the horribly unfriendly weather, we now have 3 gym sessions and 3 rugby practices per week. I'mma get so ripped! Kidding. I can think of at least 5 people back home who wouldn't let that happen.

I absolutely love the girls on the team though.

ii) I'm used to being on the can/showering when a male is in the same toilet(same toilet, not same cubicle). Why? Most of the toilets on campus are gender neutral. 

But what if you need to pooooop, Jyen?

Well, I don't know if other girls try to find a time when the toilet is empty, but for me, when I need to poop, I need to poop. I am only human.

iii) I'm in a hiphop dance crew on campus. HYPE

Some girls on the crew are soooo amazing. Sometimes instead of practicing in the studio, I just wanna watch them and clap my hands.

iv) The side of head is shaaaaved.

It's something that I've always wanted to do ever since graduating from SMK USJ 8. 

But my mum's always been like, not under my roof.

Was she mad when I finally did it?

No, not really. She's cool like that.

She's just been calling me ''botak'' alot. Meh.

v) I'm seeing someone now.

Funny thing is I've known him for years and I never saw this coming. 

Well I don't think anyone did, cause everyone I know who knows are still trying to get used to it.

I guess to be honest, I'm trying to get used to it myself.

Been a while since I got involved like this.

And long distance (especially this amount of fcking distance) sucks.

It's not the easiest thing to try work out.

But he makes me happy (: 

My boy, he ain't the one that I saw coming

And some have said his heart's too hot to hold

And it takes a little time

But you should see him when he shines

Cause you never wanna let that feeling go

As The World Turns

Wow, that  ''Think I'll try do this every weekend'' in my last post was apparently a really big lie.

My bad, I was really really really busy last semester. And I spent my winter break back in Malaysia just being completely unproductive. Which was pretty damn glorious.

I probably have better things to do right now. Like the huge amount of homework I have to do because I have been missing classes. I'm apparently really sick. The doctors won't let me attend class or do any sports :/

Spent the whole day at the campus clinic yesterday. Was only discharged after 6 horrible long hours. And I still have to report back to them every morning till I'm better.

So I'm into my second semester in Vassar College now.

Have I adapted to life here? I'd like to think so.

Being the only Malaysian in my year, my first month here was definitely not easy. I'm not sure if I even really enjoyed my first month here. Yeah, there are other international kids here - not many though. But these kids tend to stick to people from their own country, especially during the first few weeks. It felt kinda lonely, not having anyone who is able to relate to my background in any way whatsoever.

Many people have asked me, why Vassar college?

Even my parents questioned my decision of wanting to pick Vassar, as they've never heard of the school. Though again, how would they know any liberal arts college anyway?

So, why Vassar?

Well, the first reason being that it's a liberal arts college. Which means I'd be given the chance to explore other areas of interest academically while still (possibly) pursuing a Science degree.

Secondly, it's a rather prestigious school with an acceptance rate of 23%. So I know being here will make me push myself academically. 

Thirdly, it has a relatively small Asian community. By Asian, I mean people from Asian countries, and not American Asians. And the reason why this is a ''plus point'' for me is that I figured being a minority would really put me out of my comfort zone and that would then push me to expand my comfort zone. I have nothing against a large Asian community of course, but why would I travel halfway across the world just to feel at home?
Fourthly, I f*ckn love the location of the school. It's at some suburban area of New York. It's not IN the city, which is great cause the city's crazy but I have easy access to it (one and a half hour away by train/car). The campus is also really beautiful. 

Okay I can go on and on but I guess in a nutshell, I knew by coming here, I'm signing up for an experience that no one else can tell me about. Isn't that what life is all about anyway, experiences that make develops an individual as a person.

So here are some observations I've made:

• The typical response to anything being said is ''OMG, that's so funny/hilarious''. Even though if we're being completely honest here, it really wasn't actually funny at all. Example sentences that would trigger a ''that is sooo fuh-nehhh'' would be:''I forgot to brush my teeth this morning''''I saw two squirrels chasing each other while walking to class''''Oh wow, I thought that green bottle was actually blue''
• They take ''bless you''s really seriously here after a sneeze. If you sneeze in class, the whole class suddenly turns religious - even the person at the opposite corner of the room would murmur a ''bless you''. 
• People don't use rulers here. I don't know why it annoys me so much, but it does. Why don't they want to draw straight lines? :(
• People here say ''OMG'' waaaaaaaay too much.
• People in my college generally don't give two fcks about fashion, and nobody judges. Which is pretty damn great. Ain't nobody got time for that!

There's a whole other side about my college and the social scene here. But I'mma save that for another post. Hahh. That's gonna be an interesting one.

Now, where did I put my medication?