Keep breathing

I tried.

I really did..

I tried to understand..



You said you were upset, frustrated, fed up.
I tried to talk. I tried being there. I tried to make you forget.
I just wished you could have tried helping me help you..



My bestfriend called you.
You didn't sound at all pleased.
Don't lie.
Don't blame it on your voice or other possible reasons why you could have been upset.
We both know, you thought it could have been her idea, not mine.
Or you wouldn't have asked, the both of us.



You put me in such a difficult situation. You had me in between, my bestfriend and you.
I said it was okay, you didn't have to come if you didn't feel like it.
But you said you wanted to see me.
So i guess you accomplished that. You got to see me.
I tried talking. I asked questions. But all I got was one-word answers.
All the fights we had, you always asked me, to put myself in your shoes.
So for this once, why don't you try putting yourself in mine?


By the way, when I was saying my goodbye, you turned and walked away.. when I really wasn't done talking. You turned away, like you had it with me. So don't you say I'm having my back against you.


I'm not saying it's your fault. Cause I'm sorry.




I'm sorry if I just can't be there enough.
I'm sorry if my efforts are always just 'almost there'.
I'm sorry I called you out at such notice, me and my last minute stunts right?
I'm sorry, if I'm just not the person you expect me to be.
I'm sorry, cause maybe, just maybe, I'm not the person you're looking for..

going through the motions.
I've hit the bottom, lost & forgotten.

Mcfly